Suburban Taxidermy

I can't go out with my hair like this
I tried to dye it mahogany
And now it just looks like shit
And those sunglasses don't fit my face shape
They make me look like a retard
And i hate my body
Sometimes i have a few good days when i love it
But then my bellybutton filled with pus
And i had to take my piercing out
And i try to look happy but i hate my face
I want to stab my face
How can i be so ugly?
I can't stop biting my nails
I should just bite them down to the bone
Until they're just skeleton hands
And then poke my eyes out with the bony tips
Now i have a rash from the splash-all-over body mist
I think it's eating my skin
I squeeze the tennis ball but it doesn't do shit
My shoes are so ugly, that's why i bought them
Because they suit me, because i'm so ugly
I'm not god's creation, i'm a living abortion
If beauty is within then i'm drinking poison
Seriously, my face is gonna ruin my life
I didn't realize this would happen
The makeup failed.. it failed
Beautiful people are more successful than others
Especially women, my breasts are too large
I feel so humiliated, and it's clear that i'm a lesser person
I keep cutting but i chicken out
I can't even do that right
No boys due to ugly
No job prospects due to ugly
Turn off face and grim finance sector
What's the fucking point?
They can restore my smile with dental implants
Why can't they restore my smile with mental implants?
If i smash my own nose will i get an automatic nose job?
I'm thinking about smashing my cheekbones
So i can have larger ones implanted
No makeup can fix this
No one around loves me
Not an ounce of love
And i don't blame them
I want to kill myself so bad
Cultural anthropology will back me up
I'm ugly, i'm gross
I warn you for what you will see