Freeze Dried Soft Drive

The hand lotion
Squirted on my face
And then i had a dream
Of shooting myself
I could feel the bullet
Go through my head
But i was still there
So i tried drinking
My own breast milk
And it tasted like puke
Then i end up in a ball
On the floor
And then everything goes black
And the puppy face shows up again
And then i wake up
In a puddle of cold vomit
A disgusting autistic baby
That needs big hugs and kisses
But i'm covered in puke
And i smell like dog pee
Because the dog peed on me
While i was passed out
And on instagram
Every time my boyfriend ejaculates
I have to be on the other side of the room
Because his sperm is disgusting
Everything about it is disgusting
The color and the consistency
Just makes me feel like i'm going to vomit
And i'm practically illiterate
But my tits make up for it
And i think i have meningitis
And i can't eat peanut butter
Because it never goes down
It just stays in my mouth
Like a creamy crunchy leech
And i just can't stop talking to myself
And i freaked out and grabbed a pan
And started swinging it and shouting
I hate this person
They think they're are so awesome
And i have a fear of cucumbers
And i always feel invisible hands
Poking me
And i threw up again
Now there's captain crunch
All over the linoleum
And the dog is licking it up
And i keep hearing someone whistling
And the phone keeps vibrating