YOUR EYES COULD KILL

Never understand me
I don’t, don’t see clearly
Cut off, won’t you don’t see
I sink, sink so deeply

Cut off where I was from, yeah I don’t really know much
About my past cus the drugs just blurred it
Yeah im hurting, im lurking but I don’t feel im worth it
You’re talking back to me with a blunted point of view

But I don’t understand this you gotta speak clearly
My mind is filled with poetry but I can’t put these thoughts down to paper
I spit this out right now
Yeah my heads just a mess I feel manic all the time

So you put your fingers straight into my chest
Wrap your bones around my ribs pull them tightly and then I can't breathe
Every time I speak it’s like your name is wrapped around my lungs
Panic ovеrload I think my brains just gone numb

I say this doesn’t feel real
You say im insanе and look at me with eyes that could kill
You say I didn’t wanna steal
It’s just about survival you know

Never understand me
I don’t, don’t see clearly
Cut off, won’t you don’t see
I sink, sink so deeply

Yeah tell me how it feels to look into my eyes
When you say you don’t recognize me and you don’t want
Anything to do with me anymore yeah
Im used to that shit when I say I wanna quit the drugs

Remember you call me at 3 am
Stuttering your drunk you say you wanna kill yourself again
I can't deal with this, I can't take it
Your best friend was dying and I couldn’t help

Im watching depression consume me
As my anxieties got me all kinds of fucked up
Tearing at the seams, so im tearing at the skin
Watch the blood pour down to my ankles yeah I’ve lost within

I say this doesn’t feel real
You say im insane and look at me with eyes that could kill
You say I didn’t wanna steal
It’s just about survival you know

Never understand me
I don’t, don’t see clearly
Cut off, won’t you don’t see
I sink, sink so deeply