TENDANCIES

You’re going out of your way to put me down
Yeah im used to it, hateful comments always surrounding my emotions
Im always looking for the ways you come around
Try to fix my mental state when you say it’s intact but I know that its
My sorrow that’s just repeating the cycle
When you hook your string into my back and try to hang me up like a puppet
My emotions got me confused, like why am I looking for you
The only thing I gained from this is depression

So what do you say you want
You have a tendency to want to cut me down all again
This was a mistake cus you’re gone
Your so predictable when you come looking for more

Skinny piece of shit what do you want from mе
I have these dirе scenes flash in front of me it’s just so disappointing
To always be left on hold when I wanna call
Truth be told it doesn’t matter anymore just hang me up with the cord

Drug-addicted piece of shit yeah that’s what I am
I can’t begin to fabricate the emptiness within so ill just pretend
That im not a burden to my family
Obviously, my mother doesn’t think so but you know its really true

Cus I filled the psychiatrist’s pockets with empty money
To put a debt on my family so I could be happy
But you know some things never really go to plan
Cus our family fell apart, it fucked me up from the start

For a year a half I was fucking homeless
Living on my nans’ couch yeah this family’s broken
Yeah my mother was in hospital, I didn’t know how to discard
The anger I found in me, it’s tearing at the seems

2x
So what do you say you want
You have a tendency to want to cut me down all again
This was a mistake cus you’re gone
Your so predictable when you come looking for more