I’M ONLY TEMPORARY

Its temporal shift in my mindstate you’re late
Im trying to debate if im worth it, I hate me
Cus you wanna block me out on the daily
Im come to the conclusion it’s my fault lately

Your eyes now water down to your cheekbones
Its a hollow heart and an empty crosshair
Your bones start to crack at the pressure
When you realize that you’re alone

Medicate fuck me up in a new way
Disappointed yea im left in the ashtray
You know me, im that kid whos forgettable
You did something that’s so unforgivable

Hesitatе, kick me out in the alleyway
Wintеrs coming and im lost in the picture frame
Prescription ghost, you lost your place in her heart again
What do i do now

Cus I don’t want to be alone
Yeah im crush down, im crushed down
Your burning at the ends of my soul
Cus it hurts now, it hurts now

Sinking down into the worst of days
Didn’t make sense how I ended this way
Sick to my stomach yeah
I can’t bear to look at myself anymore

My mother says I was always perfect
But I don’t remember the last time I could smile