SUBSTANCE

Won’t you make it clear won’t you just say that I am worth it
In the hospital we roam, our mental states were far from perfect
Cus theirs burning in my blood intravenous doesn’t seem to be working
Cus there is scaring on your lungs, eyes closed tell me why aren’t you moving

Try to pick up the pieces, doesn’t seem to work
Cutting your wrist, yeah this is gonna hurt
Blood runs like a river, on the bathroom floor
Eyes fade as you let you as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone
See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want
To always be a memory now your gone
Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go, it’s getting steeper
Try to get out of bed, I’m not leaving
Anxiety’s got my chest, I’m not breathing
Panic attacks yeah, got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah, my thoughts stop me
I swear I saw your ghost, yeah and you caught me
I’m by myself in this hell, would you haunt me
Please just, please just, don’t stop me

It’s when I blackout, you push the blame now
If you hear me can you tell me was it worth it are you happy now your gone
Can you smile now, can I join you
I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to Jesus
Help you, tension breaks through
Will you wait for me when I take my last breath, I can’t wait to see you again
Can I forgive you, I don’t know how to
Won’t you show me your face, give me a sign, I don’t think I can hold on

Digging my own grave, losing touch, yeah depression is lurking
With bones made of stone, I try really hard to not be a burden
Your blue eyes are cutting deeper straight through my soul yeah, it’s hurting
Misery just loves me, won’t you kiss me on the cheek, say I’m worth it

Try to pick up the pieces, doesn’t seem to work
Cutting your wrist, yeah this is gonna hurt
Blood runs like a river, on the bathroom floor
Eyes fade as you let you as I break down the door

My heart aches in my chest as I see you gone
See you in my dreams tell me this is what you want
To always be a memory now your gone
Everyone loves you but I just miss you

On a slope of letting go, it’s getting steeper
Try to get out of bed, I’m not leaving
Anxiety’s got my chest, I’m not breathing
Panic attacks yeah, got me weeping

I try to jump off yeah, my thoughts stop me
I swear I saw your ghost, yeah and you caught me
I’m by myself in this hell, would you haunt me
Please just, please just, don’t stop me

It’s when I blackout, you push the blame now
If you hear me can you tell me was it worth it are you happy now your gone
Can you smile now, can I join you
I had to pick up the pieces your mothers crying to Jesus
Help you, tension breaks through
Will you wait for me when I take my last breath, I can’t wait to see you again
Can I forgive you, I don’t know how to
Won’t you show me your face, give me a sign, I don’t think I can hold on