IF ONLY YOU COULD SPEAK

Wake up on the cold floor
I feel numb, I feel close to death
With bones made of stone, yeah im not getting up
I haven’t got the strength to call and say I’ve had enough

Of this bullshit that you wanna put me through, wanna put me through
Wanna push me down because you hate me too, its always you
Singing my name our clearly, with depression embracing me
My eyes are getting blurry Im thinking I just need sleep

Yeah so wake up when you feel like your coping
Wake me up when theirs no one left to love you anymore
Cus you know it’s easy to throw me away

Im used to it
Im getting used to it
Just take me apart at the spine
Let me just fly away

I don’t wanna be in pain anymore
Memories of your body lifeless on the floor
They always, seem to come back seem to come back
I wish I wasn’t in love

You find me at the edge of the road
I’ve given up, shits fucked, yeah im here on my own
Im losing control again
Im losing control again

So when will I be normal can you let me know
Im screaming out your name but I know you never show
Im losing control again
I wish you could speak again

Bite me on the lip and push me back
You’re always finding ways to pull at my skin theirs so much tension
Between us, you’re so careless
Callouses are building up on my emotions just so I can’t feel a thing

Yeah I need to shed my skin, but your hooks are deep within
Every song I write is still about you and I hate myself for it
Cus all I do is hurt other people
I try my best to move on but it never seems to work

Yeah so wake up when you feel like your coping
Wake me up when theirs no one left to love you anymore
Cus you know it’s easy to throw me away

Im used to it
Im getting used to it
Just take me apart at the spine
Let me just fly away

I don’t wanna be in pain anymore
Memories of your body lifeless on the floor
They always, seem to come back seem to come back
I wish I wasn’t in love

You find me at the edge of the road
I’ve given up, shits fucked, yeah im here on my own
Im losing control again
Im losing control again

So when will I be normal can you let me know
Im screaming out your name but I know you never show
Im losing control again
I wish you could speak again