Would you?

[Intro: Jason Robards]
The biggest regret of my life
I let my love go
What did I do?
I'm sixty-five years old
And I'm ashamed
A million years ago
The fucking regret and guilt
Don't ever let anyone ever say to you
"You shouldn't regret anything"
You regret what you fucking want
Use that regret for anything, any way you want

[Verse 1: Kenny]
(This shit)
I can't take this shit
Actin' like I never feel afraid of shit
Livin' like I'm never fuckin' fazed by shit
Life been throwin' punches I just take the hit
I was raised for this
Feel the pain don't flinch
Suck it up be fuck up life's a game most win
But I don't like my numbers I'm ashamed of this
'Cause I'll never get back everything I gave for this

[Verse 2: Kenny]
I might take the battle but the wars we're never winnin'
I'm sad but I still force myself to grin
And ask old friends to tell me how they been
But I never talk about my thoughts to them
And that's the problem that I gave myself
I can't face myself
I feel like I enslave myself
I know a lot of you are here for me
And I'm sorry that most of ya'll really here for me

[Chorus: Kenny]
If I lean on you
Would you hold me up?
Would you hold me down?
Will you break my trust?
If I fall for you
Would you take my love?
If I call for you
Would you pick it up?
If I lean on you
Would you hold me up?
Would you hold me down?
Would you break my trust?
If I fall for you
Would you take my love?
If I call for you
Would you?

[Bridge: Kenny]
'Cause I been stressin' on the daily
Shit is crazy
How I'm thinkin' lately
Been a bitch since I even contemplated tryna' get into relations
I hate it
I've grown so complacent
Fears have begun to change
But my feelins' are fading to grey
Everyday feels like I am just lost in the matrix
Tell me please why am I stayin'?
Because bein' alive is amazing
This is just homeostasis
Losin' my damn mind tryna' find time
Tryna' find light to guide me out this darkness I stay in
I just can't take it
I'm at the point where I'm breaking
I'm at the point I can't take it
I gotta find my way out of this haze
Out of place
But I'll pave my own way to salvation
'Cause time is just wastin'

[Chorus]
If I lean on you
Would you hold me up?
Would you hold me down?
Would you break my trust?
If I fall for you
Would you take my love?
If I called for you
Would you?