Never gave up

[Intro]
And it seem like everybody vibin' but I'm late to the fuckin' party
And I know that I'd be lyin' if I said I didn't love your heartache
Ooh, and I'm in this crowd of people just hoping if you'll last long
I'm tryna' drown out all these feelings
I can't feel 'em through the smoke that's blown

[Verse 1]
Nooo, I don't wanna think I just wanna drink
Tryin' to let go of everything that's been haunting me
And I know I spent too damn long feelin' lonely
But I can't make peace with these demons that got ahold of me
I can't breathe and it doesn't take much to see
That I've been trapped I feel stranded out at sea
And I've been sinking

[Verse 2]
I'm lost in these memories
Of everything I was
Of everything I love
I wish I never gave up
Well I'm stuck in these memories of everything you said to me
Of seeing beauty in every single thing

[Bridge]
I wish I never
I wish I never gave up
I wish I never
I wish I never gave up

[Verse 3]
Another fuckin' year is down the drain, where'd the time go?
I just can't get over all this pain and my mind's blown
I ain't never think that I would last this long
Never thought I'd make it past my last song
I'm too comfortable with pain like this is all I've known
Scared to say it's something that I hold close
Eyes wired shut now my heart's so closed
Spending every second with a mind so cold
I just want somebody I can call my own
I'm so sick of always feeling so alone
I'm so tired of runnin' from the past I know
I'm only getting older aching in my bones