California Dreaming, Pt. 2

[Intro]
They say living with it get's easier in time
And in some ways, it does
But when I'm by myself
I can't drown this shit out anymore

[Verse 1]
And I'm just floatin' through these galaxies
Runnin' low on oxygen
My brain gon' start to atrophy
But I don't plan on stoppin' it
I'm searchin' for serenity
But tryna' chase my happiness
Done seem got the best of me
'Cause everything ain't everything
And I can't change for anything, yeah
I'll make it better but it slips away eventually
Complacent at my best it seems
Tryna' chase my dreams about to burst at the seams
I feel death callin' for me
But I'm not ready to leave

[Chorus]
And I've spent so much time with my head inside the clouds
I can't remember what it's like
To live with my feet still on the ground
But I'm lookin' up, Ohh
Everything still feels so down
'Cause I've made too much god damn progress
Just to stop and turn back now
I'll find my way, Mmm
I'll find my way, Ohh
I'm here to stay
I can feel it lately
Something's gotta change, something's gotta change

[Bridge]
Don't get confused
I got somethin' to prove
I don't need no gimmick
I'm cautious with what I'm feelin'
And honest in what I'm spittin'
'Cause music's one of the few ways that I can connect and feel it
I'm frost bitten but breathin'
My soul's in need of healin'

[Verse 2]
But all this motherfuckin' time I'm takin'
Please don't tell me that it's all been wasted
Feel the pain of bare feet on pavement
Burnin' my spirit, returnin' to nature
I stop and breathe it in
My mind is real, I can't reel it in
Searchin' for some meaning to this
Fucked up life I can't seem to fix

[Chorus]
And I know I've spent so much time with my head inside the clouds
I can't remember what it's like
To live with my feet still on the ground
But I'm lookin' up, Ohh
Everything still feels so down
'Cause I've made too much god damn progress
Just to stop and turn back now
I'll find my way, Mmm
I'll find my way, Ohh
I'm here to stay
I can feel it lately
Something's gotta change, something's gotta change, Ohh