Where i’m headed

I've been feeling stuck in a rut again
I don't know if I can break out by myself
I gotta hope I can
Cause there ain't no one by my side
Right now to help

I'm scared of slipping back to my old ways
I'm told that there's no way
But that's what they all say

I can’t become complacent
But some days it just so hard to stay strong

I gotta stay conscious
And look through my options
Know better than to think
Not thinking 'bout it's progress

And I can't stop it
Just being honest
Tryna stay calm
But it's a lot to process

I don't really have a fucking plan right now
Understand right now
I don't know where I be headed
But I'm chasing all these things in my head right now
Yeah I'm scared right now
But I'll be damned if I accept it
Oh
I don't really have a fuckin plan right now
Understand right now
I don't know where I be headed
But I'm chasing all these dreams for myself right now
I need help right now
I don't know if imma get it though

So I'm tryna do it on my own
I'm not asking for assistance
When perdition's all I've known

It's getting old
But I know there's good things
Coming down the road

Gotta hope
That I get the chance to reap the things I've sewn

But I know that most the problems
That I'm facing at the moment
Are a product of some options
That I wish I'd never chosen

But I'm focused on my goals
Won't get caught up in the moment
Far from broken
Put my pieces back together
Hope they hold

But know that
I don't really have a fucking plan right now
Understand right now
I don't know where I be headed
But I'm chasing all these things in my head right now
Yeah I'm scared right now
But I'll be damned if I accept it
Oh
I don't really have a fuckin plan right now
Understand right now
I don't know where I be headed
But I'm chasing all these dreams for myself right now
I need help right now
I don't know if imma get it though