Losing sleep

[Intro: Kenny]
I'm steady losin' sleep over you
But I doubt you think of me at all no more
Or do you?
All you did was try to go through the motions
But in the end you didn't give a damn about me
You just wanna feel important
When you got what you wanted then you just got up to leave
I really thought you were different
Yes I looked for what I wanted to see
Doesn't make much of a difference now 'cause I'm colder than you
Girl I can't feel a damn thing my heart is full of the proof
It's frozen solid but I don't wanna talk about my other options
Bitches callin' in on time but I'm not honest

[Verse 1: Kenny]
I'm not open to emotions, givin' or receiving feelings
When I do I feel so broken and damaged
I needs time to begin healing
Is it too much to want something with meaning
'Cause honestly all trust is gone and rebuildin', it ain't easy
And I'm sick of being decent
At this point all I want is to get even
But causin' pain won't stop the things I've been feeling
I really thought you were the one for me

[Verse 2: Kenny]
Got complacent now I'm anxious feelin' like I've got a gun to me
'Cause all these fuckin' thoughts have got me wonderin'
If none of this had happened what would we have come to be
But all I have now is what the fuck has become of me
My homie said it right, there's so much I wish I could feel
That's nothing more than numb to me
Focused on the things in front of me
But the past is keepin' me from livin' comfortably

[Verse 3: Kenny]
Just
I've just been tryna' find a way to make my place up in this world
I've been waiting for the day I can face this pain and stay alert
Guess it's just a game of patience
Dedication make it work
I can never be complacent I'm afraid to make it worse
Livin' life so fast I need to slow down
I've been feelin' so damn restless
Wanna hit the road now
Seems I'm always all alone it's like I'm in a ghost town
Know I'm young got more to grow but damn I feel so old now

[Bridge: Kenny]
(Ba da ba da ba dah)
And I know I know I can see now
You're not who I imagined you to be
It seems the girl I thought I knew is just a dream
You may be nothing but cold
But I hope you're home you can see now
I'm movin' on to bigger and better things
Don't go thinkin' you're clever baby you're just mean
(Leave me the fuck alone)
(Leave me the fuck alone, yeah)

[Outro: George Peppard]
You know what's wrong with you, Miss-whoever-you-are?
You've got no guts
You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact"
People do fall in love, people do belong to each other
Because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness
You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing"
And you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage
Well baby, you're already in that cage, You built it yourself
And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas
Or in the east by Somaliland
It's wherever you go because no matter where you run
You just end up running into yourself
Here, I've been carrying this thing around for months
I don't want it anymore