What Changed

Yeah It’s when you punch me in the face and says it's desperate measures
Were plagued by suicidal tendencies shit doesn’t get better
It’s just another day another friend suicide just hits again
I wanna take my life but that’s not what I meant

Can you tell me if you’re happy are you in a better place
Did you ever find what you want cus I still just see your face
At the edge of my bed when im trying to fall asleep
Yеah all my dreams are just plagued by awful mеmories

Do you know that I cared
Do you know that I called
Oh god yeah I miss you but you’re not you at all
You’re not you at all, you say i'll be ok

You say ill be ok
But some wounds still don’t mend
It feels like my flesh is burning from the inside
Im burning from the inside, im burning up alive

Yeah push me in the bed and now im left in recession
Just a bloodline with an illness always left second-guessing
Yeah with charcoal on my face cigarettes in my hands
On my grandfather’s chair where he said to me

Yeah son you gotta build your life and never look back
There will be people in your life that never give that’s a fact
But it’s hard to see the friends that you used to love go
But you know homie I got your back you just need to give a call

So save your breath yeah im on my way right now
I don’t want to be someone that lets my friends down
Maybe we will block out the sunlight with our despairs
Stay in my room no life isn’t fair

Reminisce on issues that we had when we were younger
Yeah looking back on it I thought as you as a brother
We suffered from the trauma we didn’t know how to comprehend
Until emotion just builds and builds when i hear you say