Just Tell Me

Cus I never thought i'd be back here alone
I got used to the emptiness im nearly gone
Cus it doesn’t seem to go my way, no my friend
Sick to death for watching you decay from the drugs yeah

I can't understand you now that your brains fried
See the track marks on your arms no im horrified

Cus you don’t give a damn you just wanna pack and leave
I can't when you say you love me you get the best of me
Yeah so breath me in like your cigarettes no it’s not fair
I hate it when you push me down the stairs no you don’t care

I see the pain in your eyes as they peel off your skin yeah
You’re not coming back alive from this

So tell me, what did you, what did you, what did you see in me
I feel the anger burning, it’s crushing down on my soul
So tell me, how did you, how did you, how did you, come to be
Is it my fault you’re hooked on the drugs the sickness hurts there’s no love

Where do I find a place to call my home
Now the shadows are eating at you soon you’ll be gone
Yeah so tell me hope to cope when the anger just builds man
You faked your own death and I broke from the stress yeah

I lost my job and it wasn’t fucking fair man
Why’d you have to fuck me up like this
Cus you wanna crush my throat so I can’t speak out and leave
You wanna wrap your strings around me just so im forced to grieve

Yeah I never knew what it was like to be gaslighted
Strap me to the stake flip the match my souls ignited
You see the pain in my eyes as you peel off my skin yeah
Im not giving up get fucked you bitch