Erase Me

I hear the silence talking
Yeah deep in my chest
This girl she's got me fucked up
Sink in the pills with no regret

Falling down the hallway locked in an empty house
Yeah gravities a blur, on the ceiling screaming now
The shadows dancing on the walls seem to taunt me
Always beckoning me to just jump and just leave

I haven’t felt this way in a long time
Get the strength to walk on the balcony and im staring straight down
Legs are shaking as I climb over the fucking edge
If I let go will you please just stop this

All these thoughts they erase over time
Like tell me what is my own fucking name I forgot
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
Wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale

Popping pills after pills get my mind straight
Watch me relapse again till you just hate everything I am
Cut my throat let me bleed, let me bleed out
There’s no amount of medicine that can help me now

Yeah im watching the bedsheets consume me
Watch the walls start to fade when my vision blacks out
I saw your face standing right there above me
I don’t blame you for cutting out to just leave

Watch my soul walk down the hallway
He said goodbye, you’re lost in a state now
What does that make me
Just another fuck up that’s a shame, wear a fake mask till my grave

Watching my family just stare now
Yeah they don’t know a thing about what it’s like to break down
Fill my psychs pockets till they realize debts found
Kick me out on the street cus I can’t afford to get help

With the shadows on the walls as we stare at my body
It’s just convulsing now everyone just thinks im a druggie
Because im paranoid about words that I just hear
Cus I know you divulge information that I trusted in you

But we both know that it doesn’t mean shit
I bet you don’t even remember the torment that you just put me through
I collapse, I collapse as my neck snaps
Wake up from another dream where suicides a fairy tale