Don’t Care

Foggy streets don’t remember a thing yeah
Silence just blast in my ears I can’t think yeah
Aimless wandering around just to make sense
Of my mental state yeah I am fucked

Constantly chased by manifestations of my past
It’s like you have my organs mixed up yeah it’s wrong
So where do I go yeah where do I see
I don’t really know much yeah about me

Hearing rusted bearings yeah squeak in the fan frame
Two new pair of wires wrapped in my ribcage
Feel a bit shit yеah don’t know how to cope man
Don’t make sensе how I ended up this way

Feel the wires cutting my back and it’s not fair
Hospital beds just push till I break yeah
Theirs a smile on your face when you lock that door man
Push me to the floor and you say i'll get better

Now im just fucked up lost trust in my own head
In an apartment with dark thoughts yeah they’re closing in
1996 with a mouth full of lead yeah
Who the fuck am I yeah I don’t know who I am

Wake up cold sweats take a few more meds
Lockdown lose touch yeah your not my friend
Till I find peace
In my own hell

Im shaking im changing am I the one who’s dead
Lost reality when I sit in my head
I’ve been flailing down falling in is no end
If I sink any lower i'll lose my chance

Lost my way no im not gonna mend
Push me away yeah maybe it is for the best
Yeah truth be told I already hate myself
Til you find out I don’t exist

Yeah so hang me up with the noose yeah ill kick me off
It doesn’t really matter cus I wake up lost
Strapped to a bed where I can’t really breathe
Life’s just mundane yeah its fucking bleak

Rusty fences trap me like a birdcage
Looking after me cus I break like sticks yeah
Waking up in another location not free
I don’t really know much yeah about me