The Distance Ft. NJOI

Rivilin:

Cus you come out always at the right time
Swisher sweet lips you never wanna be mine
Im breaking down while you watch from the distance
I think this is love but I don’t know the difference

Yeah, I know I have some issues, drug abuse, and mental illnesses
Push your mind state to me then you wanna fuck just all my friends
Choosing to stay high instead of sober, face all my problems
Till its easier to deal with this but you still choose to watch me sink

Into this black abyss, I was there for you, guess I didn’t mean shit
Yеah you hang me from the apple tree it’s blatant thеirs no one for me
Yeah feel the poetry wrapping around my neck as the skin starts to crack and fray
Yeah you watch me burn into the ashes rebuild me with bones that don’t last

Yeah cus you just try to hit me up to see if you'll get answers
I don’t know how to reply cus I don’t understand the questions
It’s like I was never here I don’t exist im just a ghost in the crowd
Every time it storms I hope you hear me, yeah im screaming so loud

I just sit and watch the time pass as my bones keep growing cold
This nostalgia holds my dreams it beckons me to make that call
Yeah if you hit me back yeah you know your always welcome here
Cus your loves the only one I know, I miss your voice on the phone

Cus you come out always at the right time
Swisher sweet lips you never wanna be mine
Im breaking down while you watch from the distance
I think this is love but I don’t know the difference

Njoi:

Your memory it follows me its branded in my mind
A constant cold reminder of just what we left behind
I know how far we fell but I long for where we've been
And maybe if I wait it out one day you'll let me in

But all, this is a fantasy, pathetic hopes, and dreams
Cause truth, be told this coffin's full of nails or so it seems
So I'll take another shot to warm the blood in my veins
Do my best, try and forget your face it's burned in my brain

Now all I have, are visions of the person you were
Look at you now who are you
Yeah this person ain't her
Guess I’ll try and just forget you, guess that's just the way it goes, guess I'll put another paycheck, straight up, my fucking my nose

If I keep the self-destruction up, I'll probably end up dead
But I need fucking image of your face out of my head
And I don't want to love you, I don't want to say goodbye
So take my soul and cut my throat then leave me here to fucking die

Rivilin:

Cus you come out always at the right time
Swisher sweet lips you never wanna be mine
Im breaking down while you watch from the distance
I think this is love but I don’t know the difference