Cracks

I come to this moment
Almost every night
Just a resident of this body
A hollow specter am i

I shouldn’t idolize something that never will exist yet
My touch slowly turns you to stone I can't persist ye
Im just a fragment of the problems
But one by one you start to crack

It’s just my imagination
That one day I can grab happiness
Will I find happiness
I don’t think I just fall

Maybe this is my desperation
Please wait while I catch my breath
Will I catch my breath
I just sink then lose all control

Crumbling, im crumbling until your pressure hits the bone
It’s just curse when you nevеr call
It’s like a daydream waking in a sweat from thoughts of dеceit and suicide
Come to not feeling alive

We talk in tongues never understand a word
On your face I just see the anger lurk
Stretch my skin onto your canvas till I tears
You watch the fever build around my neck until I clasps shut, you never cared