Release Me

[Intro x2]
Release me...
Release me...

[Chorus x4]
Release me from pain that you brought by your hate
You all think I am nothing and it is too late
So now I cannot even get rid of this rate
Seems I cannot change this, it seems to be my fate

[Verse 1]
Release me from pain that you brought by your hate
I feel like all I gain is confidence downgrade
I feel like the emptiness is all that I've made
And to how I do speak this it's not accurate
Often it looks like what I say is not a fact
Although there are my lows from which I can't protect
Started thinking about my life's every aspect
Asking when did I last time make something correct
You may think I just exaggerate but how does it feel when anxiety starts to overwhelm?
My resistance from before just evaporates, the hesitation is now out of the realm
I'm just stuck and in the one place I've stayed, cannot really get out of the maze I've played
Never really thought that for me it'll be so up to the date
How should I behave and then what can I do to make myself stop feeling this weight
All the decisions that I gotta face with no time and space for the mistakes that will just never erase
I'm supposed to be perfect, even then they would not be amazed like I don't deserve it, but I'm not and it's a real disgrace
As well as I can I'm doing my craft, but what has left to believe in? I could stop breathing and head straight to Osiris
I'm in my crisis, they say the money cannot buy happiness, but it costs much and for me it's becoming priceless

[Chorus x4]
Release me from pain that you brought by your hate
You all think I am nothing, and it is too late
So now I cannot even get rid of this rate
Seems I cannot change this, it seems to be my fate

[Verse 2]
Armed with the music, with the brain and a fist
Or my wrist with a pen used when I complain with some twist
Trying to get rid of being accused and run out of the mist
But I run out of the time and I barely can resist
But as that song starts to exist I also start to wonder
If by this way I'll stay, if I'll last for any longer
But I think I may just become less and less stronger
Slowly decay and be none, sadly I won't probably hold there
Won't be or have a responder, within the dark a sole loner
Forgotten presence and essence of what I'm trying to tell
No more embarrasing memories, they're apparently burying me rotten
I don't know if I will fall that well in the hell
And now the mighty anxiety, number one enemy said to me
That inside of me I gotta be knowing it's my own fault
I'm sick of thinking my life's leaking, I'm freaking, but I'm afraid of them laughing
And I can do nothing and that is misunderstanding's pathetic result
And this is why it's so hard for me to overcome
My fears of rejection, I started to be just so far gone
Isn't it ironic that in the crowd you get lonely with such ease?
I can't take no more, I just hope I won't drown and I'll let myself release

[Chorus x4]
Release me from pain that you brought by your hate
You all think I am nothing, and it is too late
So now I cannot even get rid of this rate
Seems I cannot change this, it seems to be my fate

[Outro x6]
Release me...
Release me...