Mistake

[Chorus]
I feel it time after time
They laugh at who I am, it's stuck in my mind
Am I the only one real inside?
(I've stuck tryna be real in a world that's all fake)
But at least I know and I've tried, I've tried to prevent this mistake
(Wondering, why do I always make the same mistake?)

[Verse 1]
Everyday I try to be as real as I can
Ln any way, 'cause sincerity is the keystone, man
I tell 'em what I do and expect the same from them
Otherwise how could I even try to relate when they wouldn't know who I am
I feel like I should do it, it's in my DNA
Bet you can't change this rule, it may even forever stay
Unless I don't wanna use it - and sometimes I do not
Though it's hard to refuse in every case right on the spot
But sometimes if I say too much, it starts to turn against
Could've not talked about such and such, 'cause once told it was never recompensed
I made it opposite way and now I gotta pay
And if they're thinking I play they should really replay
Maybe I gotta change before the very last, the final straw
With no revenge, expanding my range before internally dying slow
With heart pierced by their hate arrow, they still would not care though
But it's the music love arrow that pierced my heart and I'll see how far I can go

[Chorus]
I feel it time after time
They laugh at who I am, it's stuck in my mind
Am I the only one real inside?
(I've stuck tryna be real in a world that's all fake)
But at least I know and I've tried, I've tried to prevent this mistake
(Wondering, why do I always make the same mistake?)

[Verse 2]
And now I'm stuck in this place where I struggle to leave 'em without any single effect
All their negative responses are thrown at my face and I try to make them not affect
Feeling like shit that I say is combined in a pact and comes back there in doubled impact
And I'm up in the middle of May as I'm writing it, my head's clearing out as my hand is dragged
Waiting 'til day when I'll take a list of all my albums to make and see all of 'em checked
With all these syllables in my songs stacked, getting beats when they move my head and neck
Then bending the schemes and causing them to break, all of the instrumentals getting wrecked
With my double tempo or even triple, but it's not that simple as a matter of fact
But I love it so much 'cause when you hear me on my tracks it may amuse you
Not make you laugh, but it's not the only reason why music is in my life so crucial
When I feel sad or mad, just bad in situations like that
I listen to music or write my own music forgetting 'bout all negativity I've had
Brought up-on me, but know it, my homie, that I try to improve myself, but still the undefeated
I will become while not running away from what was told, though I'll hold what should've not been treated
Elseway than kept inside in my mind and if I would get cheated, I'll not be afraid of them telling any secret
Because I promise on this beat that mistake should never be repeated

[Chorus x2]
I feel it time after time
They laugh at who I am, it's stuck in my mind
Am I the only one real inside?
(I've stuck tryna be real in a world that's all fake)
But at least I know and I've tried, I've tried to prevent this mistake
(Wondering, why do I always make the same mistake?)