Read receipt

When u gonna get a clue
I left the read receipts on for u
I dont know how to say this without being rude
I just dont feel like talking to u

I dont know what the fuck to do
I left the read receipts on for u
I dont hate you but i just can't do
This back and forth every day w/ u

I know i can be so needy
And the last thing i wanna do is
Make you feel mistreated
But i could use a breather
But im afraid that if i tell you that
Youll hate me forever

So i try to be subtle
But the messages are muddled
But i kinda think you get it
And you just dont give a fuck
About my boundaries and
If i wanna cuddle
Then i'll tell you but i don't so
Let me have my time alone inside my bubble

You know im bad at being clear
So you steer the situation
Your direction cos you know
Ill always let you take the wheel

I'd like to think by now
Youd understand the way i feel
But theres reasonable doubt
So i assume it's my fault