Online Boys

Now you got me in a fucked up headspace
You're off doing god-knows-what up in cyberspace
5am and i'm in bed but i'm awake
Mind racing while i'm thinkin 'bout nothin but the way

You're probably off doing things and having fun
I probably don't cross your mind even once
I know i'm such a very small small thing
In your life's grand scheme wtf was i expecting

You've probably got a lot of suitors lined up
With a whole lot to offer you, like physical love
I'm so pathetic, i don't get out much
My friends say it isn't healthy idgaf

I'm so afraid of fucking this up
I feel so close but we've never hugged
But i know the next time that we chat
There's something that i really gotta ask

Do you even like online boys
Or do you have enough irl joy
Do i even have a chance with you
Is it something you'd consider is it something you'd do

I don't wanna get my heart broken
But i'm afraid to bring it up 'cos i'm afraid of looking
Stupid and crazy and losing you baby
But i need some answers, a yes, no, or maybe

I'm always falling for these online boys
'cos the ones irl are nothing but fuckboys
I must have a high tolerance for sexual frustration
'cos my heart's the only thing that seems to get destroyed

I'm always falling for these online boys
But i swear that this is different so i won't be coy
This subject i would normally avoid
But you're way too special so i won't be coy

Do you even like online boys?
Could you ever love an online boy?
Would you ever fuck an online boy?
Would you buy a plane ticket, fly away to meet an online boy?

Could you ever love an online boy?