Lonely

All my friends have lives
I make music and whine
And i insist that i'm trying
But i don't know if i'm lying

I'm posted up online
Coffee until i am wired
Refresh until i am tired
And go to bed for awhile

I'm catching feelings for a guy
I've never seen with my own eyes
Who doesn't even have a way of
Knowing if i died

Not that i have the self-esteem
To even think of inquiring
What his first name is
Like fuck it, nevermind

It's not worth the lies
It's not worth it, i'm fine
What would i even say
If i got drunk and tried?

"baby come give a kiss
To my five inch dick"
And yeah, that's it
That's all i've got to give

I don't wanna know i don't wanna know i don't wanna know
'cos i don't know what i'd do if you told me no
Suddenly it doesn't seem so bad being alone
Suddenly it doesn't seem so bad being alone

Sleeping on my own is totally fine
It's all i've ever known and i'm doing fine
Sleeping on my own is totally fine
It's all i've ever known and i'm doing fine

I'm aloof and reclusive
Entitled, counter-intuitive
I tell myself i'm exclusive
But people just don't like me

People just don't like me
And i know it's my own fault
But
I'm just kinda lonely

I'm just kinda lonely
I'm just kinda lonely
I'm just really lonely
I'm really really lonely