Baby’s gotta do

Blood turnt blue and im a little turnt too
I skipped school to play tomba! 2
I dont like the stares and i wish i didn't care
But a babys gotta do what a babys gotta do

And this is exactly what i didn't wanna do
This is the behavior i was trying to abstain from
This is the behavior i was trying to refrain from
Partaking of but here i am again im so depraved

Im so ashamed of myself for real, bruh
Im open bout it cos im coping by joking
And im hoping to stroke a couple of egos
If i make em blow their loads they might just let me go home
N hide in my room

You take a step outside and once youve seen the light
All of my toxic tendencies begin to crystallize
The way i plan each line the way i'm so contrived
One at a time til i feel fine cos i collect eyesight

Premeditated tears until im in the clear
A temper tantrum here and there to quell the fear
I haven't changed a bit since i was in the crib
Now listen to me vomit on my sesame street bib

Blood turnt blue and i pretend to get high
I skipped school to play ffxiii
Looking in their eyes makes me think of suicide
But a baby's gotta do- wait i think im gonna cry

And this is exactly why i think i wanna die
I mean, i dont really, but the well is almost dry
Im running out of patience and im running out of time
So im smashing my controllers while im scratching out my eyes

Take a deep breath i mean i guess it's worth a try
Bite a hole through my tongue and another stress sigh
It's a bit of an understatement to say that i am shy
Don't you think when a book report is ruining my life

Ritalin couldve spared the lives of those two n64 controllers
Ritalin couldve saved us all a lot of heartache, headaches, self-hate