Wonders

[Verse 1: Kythre]
I wonder what my life will be like in the future
Will  I have made it or be in need of a suture?
‘Cause  the way my luck’s been goin’, I ain’t gonna maneuver
Any fuckin’ thing thrown at me, I’m stuck in a stupor
Lung collapsed twice in a year; ain’t that astonishing?
I  been far from relaxed, this shit is mind-boggling
My  mind’s been overtaxed, my life far from promising
Actions a contrast, my legacy I been tarnishing
If  I had a legacy to begin with
But I ain’t got jack shit, so I might as well pin this
Fuckin’ letter up and tell you what’s within this
Fucked up skull of mine, how do I begin this?
I’m  a fuckin’ menace, that’s my own set of tenets
Take a look at my consensus, I tend to be pretentious
My depression is tremendous, my world far from pleasant
Wanna live in the future, but I’m stuck in the present
I wonder what the world will be like in the future
Will it be under, or rise like a trooper?
I’ve been feelin’ plundered, I’ve turned into a user
Of all kinds of shit, man my death is comin’ sooner
Rather than later, I’m my fuckin’ biggest hater
Pickin’ apart shit I hate, I ain’t need a vindicator
To defend my life, like that’s somethin’ worth livin’
I gotta end my temptation before I fuckin’ give in

[Verse 2: Witto]
I wonder ‘bout the stars in the sky
And what will happen, when we die, endin’ our life
I wonder what would happen if, I was never bullied
And these motherfuckers didn't look at me like I was nothin
I wonder if I, would be the same and spit bars
Would I be this far, or just a bit more
Would I, be the same and just play for days
With words and syllables, my favourite game
And I wanna know if I changed my ways
Never raised a razor blade and played with pain
If I never went through with that shit with my ex
Cuz looking back now, man I was a fuckin' mess
Lost weight, lost time, lost sight of life
And all because of a bitch who just liked to lie
And I won't say names but, straight away
When I escaped that shit, my ways had changed
So I don't wanna wonder, about the past
Because the facts demonstrate that I needed that
Because it changed the way my brain arranged the pain
And sept through the pen, to, quatrains on page
Membrane is chained to see words and say
My emotions, the chemicals pave the way
There's no humane way to restrain the pain
I maintain that shit with a basic frame
Hold up a demeanor to remain sane
I relay pain, complain to the beat and say
Because the lyrics are the way that I release this
Believe this, I'm pushing truth through the speakers
Hold up a demeanor to remain sane
I relay pain, complain to the beat and say
Because the lyrics are the way that I release this
Believe this, I'm pushing truth through the speakers