My Drug

[Verse 1]
Babygirl, you made me high
Now all I wanna fuckin’ do is die
I trusted you when all you do is lie
Told me to change; well I fuckin’ tried
I tried for you, you didn’t try for me
You were fuckin’ him; why didn’t I believe
My instincts and all I’ve done is grieve
I’ve cried over you and fuckin’ heaved
Your love was a drug and now I’m going through withdrawal
I was addicted, now I can’t even haul
My sick ass out of bed or else I’ll fall
Flat on my face; bitch I can’t even crawl
Can’t even crawl away from my feelings
Been feelin’ so small when I’m under this ceiling
I barely been eating; my mind’s fuckin’ reeling
Since shit’s ended, nothing’s been appealing

[Bridge]
You were my drug
I was addicted to your love

[Hook]
You were my drug, now I’m going through withdrawal
Been feelin’ so sick that I can’t even crawl
Crawl out of bed; I feel so small
Been missin’ my drug, so I can’t help but bawl
You were my drug, now I’m going through withdrawal
Been feelin’ so sick that I can’t even crawl
Crawl out of bed; I feel so small
Been missin’ my drug, so I can’t help but bawl

[Verse 2]
Can’t help but bawl when I’m sat reminiscin’
About what we had; damn I been missin’
Them late-night calls; tears block out my vision
I should forget about it all; dismissin’
Dismissin’ all of my feelings towards you
Is something I should, but don’t wanna do
I don’t wanna forget about what we had
But I know you did, that’s why I’m feelin’ so bad
People are sayin’ I’m bein’ dramatic
Nah, motherfucker, I’m just an addict
An addict of love, a fuckin’ fanatic
I know I’m sporadic; but shit, I had it
I had the woman of my dreams in my life
Or so I thought; she just grabbed a knife
Shoved that shit in my back. Alright
It’s my fault though; I didn’t put up a fight

[Bridge]
You were my drug
I was addicted to your love

[Hook]
You were my drug, now I’m going through withdrawal
Been feelin’ so sick that I can’t even crawl
Crawl out of bed; I feel so small
Been missin’ my drug, so I can’t help but bawl
You were my drug, now I’m going through withdrawal
Been feelin’ so sick that I can’t even crawl
Crawl out of bed; I feel so small
Been missin’ my drug, so I can’t help but bawl

[Verse 3]
In the end, this was all my fault
I ignored the signs; now I’m in the vault
I had an inkling that you were cheating
But I didn’t want to believe what I was seeing
I saw so many fuckin’ red flags
Hanging out with him more, so I started keepin’ tabs
Yeah, I wanted to know where you were going
‘Cause my guts said to, turns out you were hoeing
Hoeing around; I feel like a clown
For ignoring the signs that would always bound
Bound around in a great amount
And I frowned upon what I found out
And then I saw him kissing your neck
Not a week after I began to suspect
That you had already gotten your next
Fuckin’ boy toy; goddamn I’m a wreck