Freedom

[Verse 1]
Take a peek in my mind and tell me what you find
My mind’s in agony, I’m lackin’ the grind
And the motivation to keep on goin’
To keep a conversation and to keep on flowin’
I’m trapped in a cage, to my mind I’m a slave
I’ve snapped on the page, but my life has concaved
I’ve rapped with my rage, but that shit never waived
I mapped my change, but I’m not bein’ saved
Lost my freedom to greed and all that
Been feelin’ egregious, whatcha call that?
I’m not prestigious, that shit’s just an act
To hide how I feel, bitch, I can’t adapt
To the shit that life keeps throwin’
At my fuckin’ head, damn my mind’s been closin’
Itself off to everyone that’s been controllin’
I know for a fact that my death is approachin’

[Hook]
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom

[Verse 2]
I’m sick of the shit that people keep doin’
To piss me off, fuck, I know I’m a nuisance
That’s just my two cents, I’m full of prudence
I act like a doofus, but my mind is in ruins
I’m fluent with the sad shit, ain’t that tragic
I’m only sixteen, damn, I’m fuckin’ dramatic
I’m just emphatic, actin’ like an addict
This music shit’s magic and I wish that I had it
Earlier in my life when I was actin’ out
Doin’ illegal shit, but what’s the rationale?
My parents always argue ‘bout me and my sister
Makin’ stupid decisions; been makin’ me bitter
Or what about my step-dad’s ass movin’ out?
That man practically raised me, I ain’t got no doubt
That if it weren’t for him, I’d’ve landed in jail
But I straightened out my act and I know I’ll prevail

[Hook]
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom

[Verse 3]
My life doesn’t change; everyday the same thing
Wake up, go to school and that’s the main thing
That’s fuckin’ my mind up; I know I complain
Way too often, just know I don’t feign
The way I feel or lie ‘bout my mental state
And honestly, there’s not a fuckin’ thing that can elevate
It, like a car, self-hatred accelerates
My mind is a house that I need to renovate
I’m no renegade; my mind’s just a rebel
My emotions are like a bass without the treble
They’re at an extreme low, like the devil
Say hello to my demons; I’ve got several
I spend hours in the mirror picking out imperfections
Underweight, overtired, no sense of direction
Hate my reflection with no exceptions
Damn, this depression’s left an impression

[Hook]
Please help
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
I think I’m losin’ my freedom
Please help, I’m losin’ my freedom
My freedom