In My Dreams

[Verse 1: Kythre]
Every night I close my eyes and dream up all kinds of fuckin’ lies
I fight my cries, I spite the skies, I know I’ll be my own demise
I lack disguise, I’m far from wise, and all I do is antagonize
Everyone, I have the prize of the one who cuts off all their ties
Feelin’ some pain; feelin’ insane
I spill bars out while feelin’ this way
Wish I was fuckin’ dead to this day
Put a motherfuckin’ bullet in my head midway
‘Cause I don’t give a fuck about my life no more
And stayin’ alive is in itself a chore
My mental state is fuckin’ poor
I’m glad I have someone to adore
Someone to call my own
Someone I can call my home
Someone I can lean on
When I’m feelin’ all alone
Someone that I can kiss
Someone I always miss
My feelings are in a fuckin’ abyss
Damn, I’m sick of feelin’ like this

[Hook: Alex M. Brinkley]
Oh and I'm dreaming of a world I'll never see
Oh I'll go to be there, if only in my dreams
Oh and I'm dreaming of a world I'll never see
Oh I'll go to be there, if only, if only in my dreams

[Verse 2: Kythre]
If you reside only in my dreams you don’t know what that would do to me
I tried to heal my self-esteem and bring it back to unity
My brain’s been fried with fuckin’ themes that make me act all foolishly
I provide my rhymes and all my schemes with how I feel so truthfully
Thinkin’ ‘bout life; thinkin’ ‘bout death
Thinkin’ ‘bout takin’ my fuckin’ last breath
Been thinkin’ about the motherfuckin’ depth
I wanna be at; y’all don’t see the breadth
The breadth of the pain that I fuckin’ feel
And I ain’t fakin’ yo; this pain is real
Just take a look at my wrist and you’ll see the scars
I wanna join the people that are in the stars
Join the people in the stars, yeah
Lately been feelin’ so far, yeah
Been feelin’ so far away from our society
Been walkin’ around with that fuckin’ anxiety
Bitch I am losin’ my peace, yeah
Been wishin’ that I was deceased, yeah
To be honest, the world no longer gleams
Things only go right in my dreams

[Hook: Alex M. Brinkley]
Oh and I'm dreaming of a world I'll never see
Oh I'll go to be there, if only in my dreams
Oh and I'm dreaming of a world I'll never see
Oh I'll go to be there, if only, if only in my dreams

[Bridge: Alex M. Brinkley]
Won’t you take me home?
Somewhere I’ve held on?

[Hook: Alex M. Brinkley]
Oh and I'm dreaming of a world I'll never see
Oh I'll go to be there, if only in my dreams
Oh and I'm dreaming of a world I'll never see
Oh I'll go to be there, if only, if only in my dreams

[Outro: Alex M. Brinkley]
Won’t you take me home?
Somewhere I’ve held on?