Don’t Wanna Be Alive

[Intro: Jim Carrey]
You're supposed to say
Yeah, we’re important
You're supposed to say
It's all gonna be alright
And you’re supposed to say
Uh, that, you know, whatever you dream
It could come true

[Hook]
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna fuckin' thrive
I just wanna die today
I don't wanna thrive today
I don't wanna strive today
I don't wanna be alive today
I don't wanna be alive
I don’t wanna be alive

[Verse 1]
I break my back over shit that I can’t control
And when I die, I ask that you don't condole
Anyone I left behind, I know I’m on a roll
With all my depressing shit, but that's just in my soul
Sick of motherfuckers that keep tellin' me I'll be okay
I know I gotta find a way before I fully go astray
I wanna go the fuck away and hide in an alleyway
I just wanna breakaway; I’m a fuckin' castaway

[Hook]
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna fuckin' thrive
I just wanna die today
I don't wanna thrive today
I don't wanna strive today
I don't wanna be alive today
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive

[Post-Chorus]
I'm stuck
In an eternal
State of fear

[Verse 2]
They tell me to get a grip, well I don't got a grasp
On my fuckin' mental state, I'm sippin' from a flask
To numb my fuckin' pain and shit, I'm sick of explainin' it
I've had a fuckin' faintin' fit and there's no containin' it
I don't know why I keep writing
I don't know why I keep fighting
Why I keep fighting

[Hook]
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna fuckin' thrive
I just wanna die today
I don't wanna thrive today
I don't wanna strive today
I don't wanna be alive today
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be alive

[Post-Chorus]
I'm stuck
In an eternal
State of fear

[Outro]
I'm sick of dealing
With myself
I'm sick of fighting
Myself