I.F.T.I.M.Y

[Verse 1]
I feel that I miss you, I know I got issues
If you made me happy, then why do I misuse?
Misuse the pot and the pills I’m on
I lie every time I say my feelings gone
I been thinkin’ ‘bout what we were like
When we first started things; my future was bright
But then you went and fuckin’ cheated on me
We were so close but you receded from me
We went from talkin’ every single day
To not at all; why did you betray
The trust I gave you; go the fuck away
You played me like a game of croquet
I called you loyal in my “Heartless” verse
But you’re not loyal, you’re a fuckin’ hearse
My corpse you carry around, yeah
Lately been feelin’ so down, yeah

[Hook]
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you
Honestly, I feel that I miss you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you
Honestly, I feel that I miss you

[Verse 2]
Let me take it back all the way to the beginning
When I couldn’t go a single fuckin’ day without grinning
I wrote “Novocaine” and I felt like I was winning
Because life was going my way, no longer pinning
Pinning me up against a wall
Whenever it did, you’d break my fall
Break my fall into insanity
Now you treat me like I have vanity
You were there for me through my medical debacle
Lung collapsin’ twice; though nothing could topple
The happiness I felt when I was with you
No matter the amount of shit I went through
You stuck with me, but now you’re fuckin’ with me
Been spreadin’ all these motherfuckin’ lies about me
I just been spreadin’ the truth about you
I don’t know why I couldn’t live without you

[Hook]
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you
Honestly, I feel that I miss you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t miss you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t love you
I’d be lyin’ if I said I didn’t want you
Honestly, I feel that I miss you

[Verse 3]
I bought you that promise ring that you wanted
For our fuckin’ 6 month, all you did was flaunt it
Showed it off to every single fuckin’ person
But that’s what you told me; I don’t know for certain
You have a tendency to lie to me
And every single damn person that you meet
You fuckin’ made me feel elite
Even though I should’ve known that you would cheat
Especially since you sent me nudes
When you were dating your ex, you just fuck with dudes
Now I’m on that list of your body counts
And that list is extensive with a great amount
Sayin’ you moved on a month and a half ago
Before our 6 month; I’ve had an overflow
Of negative emotions and hatred towards you
I’ve just been doin’ my best to ignore you