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You said no yeah I don’t want to see you
Well that’s fair yeah I get that I am being used
Cut-up fucked up on the inside
I’m scared to death
Cause I thought you’d be right by my side

Black eyes staring straight through my skin
I can see the transparency within
It’s like I wasn’t even there no no no
Sometimes the pictures that you took showed me I could disappear

I fucked up wading down the hospital isle
You said forget about me, I begged to stay for a while
So wrap your arms, wrap your arms just around me
Turn to stone, lose control push away and be alone

I know you hoped I suffered
I know you’re with another
Cause hating me was your favorite past time
I know you break and stutter
Your minds fucked take another
Another pill just to help you forget my name

My bones are now disordered
Kick down the glass now cornered
Crawling out on my stomach just to feel more pain
Dialed up you never answered
You left me here abandoned
Could it be this isn’t love

You said no yeah I don’t want to see you
Well that’s fair yeah I get that I am being used
Cut-up fucked up on the inside
I’m scared to death
Cause I thought you’d be right by my side

Hospital beds, I see my mother give a smile
She'll hold my hand as I push myself into denial
You could have been there, even as a fvcking friend
I hate myself cause I couldn’t hate you when you left

Broken knuckles hit the wall
Pain it shudders through my core
It’s not the type of pain
That relates to my hand being broke
Drive me to the hospital
Screaming at me all along
Sorry im not perfect
I’m not worth it
I just really try my best

Not to be too much, too fucked up
It’s hard to cope when you say it’s just all in my head
Cause our loves a messy masterpiece
We’re both fucked up and on our knees
Begging for a drug just to take away the fvcking pain

I know you hoped I suffered
I know you’re with another
Cause hating me was your favorite past time
I know you break and stutter
Your minds fucked take another
Another pill just to help you forget my name

My bones are now disordered
Kick down the glass now cornered
Crawling out on my stomach just to feel more pain
Dialed up you never answered
You left me here abandoned
Could it be this isn’t love

You said no yeah I don’t want to see you
Well that’s fair yeah I get that I am being used
Cut-up fucked up on the inside
I’m scared to death
Cause I thought you’d be right by my side

Hospital beds, I see my mother give a smile
She'll hold my hand as I push myself into denial
You could have been there, even as a fvcking friend
I hate myself cause I couldn’t hate you when you left

You said no yeah I don’t want to see you
Well that’s fair yeah I get that I am being used
Cut-up fucked up on the inside
I’m scared to death
Cause I thought you’d be right by my side

Hospital beds, I see my mother give a smile
She'll hold my hand as I push myself into denial
You could have been there, even as a fvcking friend
I hate myself cause I couldn’t hate you when you left