Azure Rain

Yeah, yeah break through the front door better call a medic
Yeah I feel like shit man its to be expected
Cus you know that im not comming, know that im not comming
Back from this back from this

Take a hit from my blunt and I fade into the couch
New phone who is this, till you say it’s been a week
Since I’ve been outside yeah I don’t give a fuck
Got my homies and the crew sipping tea in the call

Yeah I don’t give a fuck about anyone anymore
Yeah I stay inside building walls up in my mind
Cus we make lies, blame each other then herе comes the fall
Take a sip of my cup blanking out thеse awful thoughts

Wanna push the drugs on me push me on the floor
Until I end up cold in the freeze laying in the morgue
At least I’ll fucking go out with a style when im dying
Gucci fucking jacket on my back hit my head in with the gat

Im sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die
Hang high with the noose bathing in the light
I got my homies right here with me
But they don’t understand a fucking thing

I wanna get up but im half alive
Stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry
I wanna just say im ok
But sometimes this life is too hard

Yeah, running down the hallway gravity is giving
Now im slipping on the floor I see your face and yeah your grinning
Cus I hope these dreams fucking don’t mean shit
Cus every day it feels like they wanna make me quit

So we sneak out to the backwoods rolling up a fucking blunt
Laying on my back seeing clouds burst into the sun
Yeah im sick of fucking overstressing
I always got anxiety on my mind can I fucking feel alive

Wake up not real, feel like I am slipping here
Dissociation in my head, two steps back, and it’s not clear
If im controlling my body or not
I used to freak out on the daily about this shit and now im here

So I just fucking deal with it and let it flow
I guess it’s working out now don’t think about it and just go
Yeah so what’s the point of fearing something that you don’t control
Better let go, let go, let go of this