Tidewreck

It’s like my bones are weighed down by lead
I pull my feet to the ground and I try to move forward
There’s an absence of the sound here
Until my vision fades black and I wake up on your shore

How do I put my thoughts to words
When my ghost keeps tripping on itself and I fall
Emptiness was just the goal here
Weigh your problems on me till I crumble, crumble, crumble down

Yeah im the rat king yeah your love still stings
Affection pins me to the wall, the ground opens yeah watch me fall
Your the dreamless the one that still calls
Fill my lungs up with sorrow until I can’t breathe in I drown again

Yeah cus im the rat king, where the fuck have you been
Close my blinds and lock the door im not coming out anymore
Desperation still lives in here
So we toss the key and move on

Fuck fuck fucked all around me
I will bury our love in me
Take take take till im nothing
Toss me to the wolves when you’re done

Break break break all around me
Mood stabilizers make me sick
Leave leave leave in the morning
I know you never cared where I went

Push me back and spit in my face
When I said to you that im sick
Sorry that im too just much to handle
Another day spent inside wasting all my time just to sleep

Fall to pressure now addicted should I blame you now im weak
When you’re not in my dreams I can’t sleep what the fuck you’ve done with me
On my knees now can’t stop the shaking
Just pull the plugs and watch me drown