Swan Rd

I see you still fighting through a fog that you couldn’t seem to get through
You try to still pick me up like im just the kid who didn’t fit his shoes
I promise I would try and find a cure, im just a youth who was so ignorant I didn’t know what i put you through
I didn’t want to see that you remember me as a kid, I didn’t want to be the one who watched you enter this hell

I tore my hands to pieces trying to just dig you out alive
I never understood the words when you said you should let me die
I don’t want to give up on you, cus you were there when I needed you
But you told me time waits for no one and that includes you to

Who am I that’s what you said, you couldn’t recognize me in your bed
And that same place became your grave where you saw your husband stay
You don’t remember your daughter anymore your shaking legs landed you on the floor
If I could take away the agony you know I fucking would

You shake, yeah Parkinson’s never really suited you anyway
Hearts break when the ones that you love start to see you fade from old age
It’s just a game, to be trapped in a prison when the body starts to just ache
We fade when the memories of old start to chip and you lose faith

So calm down, calm down, it’s not like you remember who I am
Your just a shell of the person I used to love but ill stay right by you
There’s nothing worse than being left on your own as the world just fades out
So i’ll hold my tongue, I won’t let another take advantage as you wither away