Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
Logan Alexander
[Verse 1: Logan Alexander]
Is this shit a second chance or just a delusion?
I got some time to kill, I think I might figure it out
If there's nobody listening, I just sing to the clouds
Lullabies paint the sky while I’m trying not to drown
Every time I try to think positive
My goddamn brain finds a shitty way to posit it
God forbid I get a day where everything's okay
Where I understand the feelings that refuse to go away
I'm running out of things to say but it doesn’t really matter
'Cause my words only take me so far before I shatter
Into pieces too small to ever put back together
I'd еndeavor to improve, but I know that's fruitless
Feeling bad, feeling worsе, feeling dumb, feeling useless
Is it love? Is it hate? Is it want? Am I stupid?
Caught in my trash with no hope of going back
So I gotta press onward
Sorry that I'm awkward, I'm not self aware
Wish I didn't even care, but there's no chance of that
Entered the ocean, engulfed by the splash
The water is clawing at all that I have
[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don't know what I want
Maybe I just need a day to myself
Maybe I just need to know what I felt
I don’t know, I don't know, I don't know what I want
Maybe I just need to work on myself
Maybe I just need to find someone else
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I (maybe I, maybe I, maybe I)
Maybe I need to find someone else
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I need... (maybe I, maybe I, maybe I need)
[Verse 2: Snoww]
I'm being tugged from every which way
Need a brain freeze to reduce the pain (pain)
Hey, hey, hey, hey
I’m being tugged from every which way
My brain repeating every single mistake
My thoughts wanted me to count my last days
My body and my mind on the wrong page
Age is a weird thing
The me a week ago isn't the same thing
This shit's unspeakable and unrepeatable
I can't see the tunnel
I can't see the goal
At least that's what I'm told
To be bold
Isn't what I was made to do
Every day I'mma taste the devil's fruit
Baphomet tryna make me lose
I don't know if I can choose
[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know what I want
Maybe I just need a day to myself
Maybe I just need to know what I felt
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know what I want
Maybe I just need to work on myself
Maybe I just need to find someone else
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I (maybe I, maybe I, maybe I)
Maybe I need to find someone else
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I need... (maybe I, maybe I, maybe I need)