It Just Feels Wrong

[Chorus]
I wish I knew what thoughts were mine (thoughts were mine)
You look so beautiful tonight (so beautiful)
I wish I knew why I look at you like that
But what I don't know is why it all just feels so wrong (why it feels so wrong)

[Verse 1]
(Can anyone tell me, I said can anyone tell me)
What I am supposed to do
When every day I spent getting over you
Amounts to nothing, done with bluffing
Maybe honesty has a place
I know you'll only miss me when I'm gone without a trace
And I know I'm only lonely when I let myself fixate
On someone far beyond me
Looking back on nothing fondly
Looking more likе I'm a zombie every day I spеnd in agony
If it's always self-inflicted, I can't say that it's a tragedy
And I would love to say that I see a way out
But the path I'd have to take is infested with doubt
I tried to find another way, but I don't think it exists
And I'm still terrified to take the shit that nobody would give me
(What you couldn't give me)

[Chorus]
I wish I knew what thoughts were mine (thoughts were mine)
You look so beautiful tonight (so beautiful)
I wish I knew why I look at you like that
But what I don't know is why it all just feels so wrong (why it feels so wrong)

[Verse 2]
Can you tell me why I said what I said
Did what I did
Was there a reason behind it?
Or can I blame it all on autopilot?
Man, the shit I wouldn't give to know the moment that I'm lying
Oh I can't say (man, the shit I wouldn't give to know the moment that I'm lying)
That I miss (man, the shit I wouldn't give, man, the)
What you wouldn't give me (man, the shit I wouldn't give to know)
Oh I can't pretend (I can't pretend)
That the end (that the end)
Wasn't your intent
But I said this (but I said it)
Like I regret it (like I regret it)
Like I regret (like I regret)
Any of it (ooh, I wish, I wish)

[Chorus]
I wish I knew what thoughts were mine (thoughts were mine)
You look so beautiful tonight (so beautiful)
I wish I knew why I look at you like that
But what I don't know is why it all just feels so wrong (why it feels so wrong)
I wish I knew what thoughts were mine (thoughts were mine)
(I can't say)
You look so beautiful tonight (so beautiful)
(That I miss, what you wouldn't give me)
I wish I knew why I look at you like that
(Oh I can't pretend)
But what I don't know is why it all just feels so wrong (why it feels so wrong)
(That the end, wasn't your intent)