Back Again

[Part I]

[Chorus]
I never thought I'd understand all these emotions again
Never thought I'd experience this grip on my throat
I never thought that I would be okay with losing control
But here I am today, standing here and baring my soul

[Verse 1]
Man, it's really fucking scary
That's what everyone knows
But I've never seen them talk about
That ghostly doubt that never leaves
They'll chip away at granite just to get to the gold
And I would walk around the planet for a moment alone with you
I'm not an adult, that much I know
But I'm way older than I was last year
Yeah, I'vе grown from attempts
At making necessary stеps
To really making progress, I guess
Well, not that, but
It all comes at the cost of actually moving on
And tragically, I think that I have
It doesn't have to be bad, man
It's more like a new chapter
So let's stare at the moon and indulge in childlike laughter, ay
Sit down, please
I'll calm down
I don't wanna leave yet
Yeah, I said what I felt
And I'm sorry you disagree
But I'm not gonna leave this all up to mystery
I know we had a history
But I don't want you missing me
'Cause I know our lives are going in these fully separate ways
I know I'm just a moth
And I've been stalking the flame
But now I understand that one day
Some one takes it away
And I don't care

[Bridge]
Yeah, and I don't care
Said, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care

[Chorus]
I never thought I'd understand all these emotions again
Never thought I'd experience this grip on my throat
I never thought that I would be okay with losing control
But here I am today, standing here and baring my soul

[Part II]

[Chorus II]
Try to vent the shit I'm scared to bottle up
'Cause I'm more terrified that nobody will hear it, is it clear
I've been struggling to trust the people that I know I can
Never tell you that I love you again
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends

[Verse 2]
Yeah, can anyone tell me it's all in my head
That the shit I envision is all said
In worst case scenarios trying to drown out the metronome
But the ticking won't stop (but the ticking won't stop)

[Chorus II]
Try to vent the shit I'm scared to bottle up
'Cause I'm more terrified that nobody will hear it, is it clear
I've been struggling to trust the people that I know I can
Never tell you that I love you again
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends
'Cause I know where that ends