Blurry Rainbows (feat. Marin Karin)

[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
I know it wouldn't last for half as long as I want it to (as I want it to)
The question that I'm asking is whether it's worth it (yeah, whether I should do it at all)
And if I can't know for sure
Then I'm sure as hell gonna guess (yeah)
It's all way too much stress (too much)
It's way too much fucking stress, yeah

[Verse 1: Logan Alexander]
Blurry rainbows in my face
They won't seem to go away
Really thought that I was trained better
Grey weather tastes better
Am I too late to go the fuck back?
You hold me in place, but I wanna fade away
See another shitty day pass
Water draining fast
Soon I know, I'll be sat in class forced to socialize
Your open eyes always distracted me
But now I never notice them
Can't evaluate the situation, now I'm stumped
Always grasping at control
Knowing that I'll never get it
Seems I sold my fucking soul
A couple years ago to chance
Take my hand and we can dance
In the puddles that the rain makes
Running out of ways
I can say I tried to save face
Been out here for nine days
Wonder if you're in there
I don't know if I even wanna see your face
Or it's all been a mistake
Yeah I'm probably being hasty
As the rain pours
I'm gone before you walk to the door, ay

[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
I know it wouldn't last for half as long as I want it to (as I want it to)
The question that I'm asking is whether it's worth it (yeah, whether I should do it at all)
And if I can't know for sure
Then I'm sure as hell gonna guess (yeah)
It's all way too much stress (too much)
It's way too much fucking stress, yeah

[Verse 2: Marin Karin]
It's always
Way too many rests
With not too many breaths
No lungs, regrets etched on my fucking chest
And it's a lot of problems
But I don't know 'em yet
And it's a lot of things I hope I never see again
It's so noisy in the city of construction sites
I can't hear my thoughts
They can't hear my sighs
And it's a lot to take in with all the same sights
Same old late nights, upside down skies
I feel it, uh, I feel it's different now
'Cause y'all can't talk to me and I can't talk to you right now
And it's too much stress
I wish I wasn't in it
I've always loved the endings
Feel like they're just beginning
It's been a year, I still can't deal with February
Empty eyes and running water build no sanctuaries
And it's a lot of answers
I think I'm scared to know 'em
I still miss the sunshine, still bad at letting go, man

[Bridge: Logan Alexander]
I can't sort it out myself
Telling you I can't sort it out myself
I said I can't...

[Chorus: Logan Alexander]
I know it wouldn't last for half as long as I want it to (as I want it to)
The question that I'm asking is whether it's worth it (yeah, whether I should do it at all)
And if I can't know for sure
Then I'm sure as hell gonna guess (yeah)
It's all way too much stress (too much)
It's way too much fucking stress, yeah