Ericaceae, cannaceae, apocynaceae

My friends all got tired
Just before I got to arrive
And I tried to wake them
But they all got shitfaced tonight

I wish that were me
I wish I were unconsciously numb
Cause being awake with myself
Isn't any damn fun

So I stared at flowers
Mispronounced their names at first glance
And wondered if when they're hurt
They give people one more chance

Man, flowers are selfless
And when their feelings are just hurt
They suck it in laugh it out
Cause flowers got a good heart

But i'm a human
And i struggle to reciprocate
I used to love but
All I do now is just hate

I am a human
And I don't feel so great
I know how to love
But I choose to hate

When flowers got anxious
I tried to tell them not to hate
But they bawled for hours
And just repeated "it's too late"

And flowers felt evil
They don't think they deserve my time
So flowers tried alcohol
Then they obviously died

But flowers are strong
Sometimes they have a hard time to bloom
Maybe it's the temperature
Or all this eternal gloom

But flowers will glance at me
And they'll replace my damn name
Rogéria they said
And that is completely okay

And i may be human
But i still have a heart
I feel empty
But I feel my fucking heart

Flowers told me
I deserve another chance
I may be human
But I deserve a fucking chance

At times I feel nothing
Courage and cowardice get mixed
Mistaking nooses for hope
Replacing help with a quick fix

And I'm surrounded by flowers
And flowers all surround me
Flowers embraced my solitude
Even if we never became happy