Cat Is Eat a Food

I sip from my bottle and i'm three years old again
I eat with a spoon to be my own childhood friend
Bernardo with an "o", it's not luis, it's luis bernardo
I piss myself playing spyro

Getting used to loving way too much, how could it hurt?
Letting futures decide me by touch, why should i not
Feeling glad to take part in despair, i don't know what death is
Easy to agree when unaware

I thought of hiding my hand from that strong kid who would smother it
But i would feel bad to not let him initiate our friendship
He hurt me in between his sinister smiles
And all i did was distort my sobbed vowels

Then my cousin told me i will die, said i'm more heaven
I'm no angel, i am just bobboy, i will live forever
If i cry enough god will hear me, and give me what --

I want to be little and feel safe
I want to be little and know that
When i'm afraid iyã saves me
Or when i'm afraid dad says i'm silly

And when i'm afraid i call for mom
When i'm afraid gloria holds me
When i'm afraid i'll pray for solace
And when i'm afraid i hide at home, wherever that is

I sip from my can like i won't live after i reach thirty
I shake and laugh nervously guessing "physical or mental?"
Luis with an "s", not bernardo, nor luis bernardo
I piss myself playing spyro