Well Fucked Sailor

I saw the girl I'm seein'
Seein' three guys at once
And I saw in all eight of their eyes
The reasons that I'm scared of ever
Fallin' in love
And I'm still seein' her
I'm still kissin' her
Despite these awkward feelings I feel
I'm seein' all of her flaws
I'm seein' my mistakes
And I'm seein' I was wrong

I saw the girl that gave birth to my daughter
Lyin' in a hospital gown
Just another shinin' example
Of takin' that bottle and drinkin' it down
And she's doin' fine
And they're doin' fine
If you can call it that, they're doin' fine
She took my little girl away from me
And I sleep alone
And I sleep all day

And I'm tired of feelin' awkward
And I'm tired of feelin' this used
Tired of only ever bein' attracted to
The most fucked-up girl in any given room

I saw my mother gettin' smacked around
By this guy that didn't really even want her around
And I was a little to young to do much of anything
But I see a little of that
In how I treat girls today
And my age is constantly increasin'
My libido is slowly decreasin'
It doesn't want an audience
But it knows that all the world's a stage

And it's tired of feelin' awkward
And it's tired of feelin' this used
Tired of only ever bein' attracted to
The most fucked-up girl in any given room

Well, I'm tryin' to quit drinkin'
And I'm tryin' to quit smokin'
Tryin' to kick my ass into simply cleanin' up my house
And just make myself a better person
For my sake
For your sake
For my daughter's sake
And hell, for the world's sake
But I'd be better off in a trailer lately
I'm nothin' but a well-fucked sailor lately
I'm actin' so dumb
I oughta be beaten
I should be cooked
And then be eaten

I'm tired of feelin' awkward
And I'm tired of feelin' this used
Tired of only every bein' attracted to
The most fucked-up girl in any given room

I saw the girl I'm seein'
Seein' three guys at once
And I saw in all eight of their eyes
The reasons that I'm scared of ever
Fallin' in love