Waters

[Couplet 1]
I can't sleep
When I'm all alone
'cause I hear a shriek
That holds like a drone
It's a constant hum
Piercing through my eardrum
And it's all because of you

[Couplet 2]
And often in the middle of the night
I find myself unable to close my eyes
You filled an ocean of guilt and pride
Just to leave me there to drown
I try my best to rationalize
So I treat my self-destruction as an oversight
Spent a month looking for comfort
In fake stimuli that never worked
Found myself punching mirrors
I couldn't bare to see my reflection
You made me jump

[Pont]
You made me jump
In the waters
When I didn't know how to swim

[Couplet 3]
Oh I'm drowning, oh I'm drowning
And the seaweeds are entwined around my ankles
I can't feel my feet
I can still feel the taste
I can still feel the smell of your waters
Deep down in my mouth
It comes back and it fucks me up
I cut my cheeks to turn them into gills
But nothing works
Nothing ever works
That's what they told me

[Pont]
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works
Nothing ever works

[Couplet 4]
And it never ever heals
The wounds will stay with me
I wish you knew that it hurts
I wish you felt a quarter of what I feel
I want you to face it
Face your work
Face your lust
Face your waters
Face your work

[Outro]
And sometimes live a lyric will pop to my head
And I pray to God to never sing it again