Dizzy

A crippling feeling of dread
Climbing its way up my stomach
Is twisting my guts

Under scary amounts of stress
I comply to anything you say
’cause I’m supposed to enjoy it

My voice pierces through the crows
But no one hears me

It’s fading
It’s fading
Out
It’s fading
It’s fading
Out

You smothered me with dissonant kind words
Forcing your experience on mine
How could I be down if you’re not

Oh I told you it would only happen once
But I know it will happen again
’cause I’m weak as you’re well aware

But when I scream, I only get one reply
That everyone does that

It’s fading
It’s fading
Out
It’s fading
It’s fading
Out

I can’t say it any louder
My eyеs are covered with watеr
I don’t want to be alive right now

I can’t phrase it any better
It’s an abstract sensation
I just wish I wasn’t here
For a while