Wasted (feat. Mew‡zxn)

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It's been years and my life's still on repeat
My tics are back and I just can't sleep
And I'm convinced my family and my brain hate me
Woah
It's too bright all the time, and I can't see
I feel like a bird without wings or feet
And with all the expectations placed on me...

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I wanna close my eyes and be set free
I hear life's just a lackluster party

[Chorus: Relive Reactions]
So I wanna get wasted
Because I can't fucking take it
All my life it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to get wasted on tonight

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I don't like to talk to anyone that I did before
Jack shit ever interests me anymore
All I have is my ice-cold floor
Woah...
And I'm empty inside
I feel like I can't hide
Because if I do, I've accepted defeat
And I'm submissive to my mind

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And I wanna get wasted
Because I can't fucking take it
All my life it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to get wasted on tonight

[Bridge: Mew‡zxn]
Getting fucked up got me feeling stronger
I realize my decisions are making it harder
It's all 'cause I was lost inside
I wouldn't wake up and see things with my own eyes
(Dead eyes...)

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I wanna get wasted
Because I can't fucking take it
All my life it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to drink or smoke

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'Cause I wanna get wasted
Because I can't fucking take it
All my life it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to get wasted on tonight