Serotonin

There was a train to far away, you must have missed it
So I know you’re going home to cry again
Your heart’s far too broken for someone to fix it
Why couldn’t this time have been the end?

And I know each day, that you keep sinking deeper
And I know it feels like no one really cares
Though it feels like all the time, you’re growing weaker
There’s still a chance if your lungs are filled with air

So let’s get some serotonin for once
‘Cause I’m sick of being in the dark
This isn’t what I want
So let me steer my story arc
Serotonin right now
It’s time I smile for a change
And let go of all of this pain
Let’s put me back up front
And get some serotonin for once

You’re sitting at rock bottom and you’re empty
You’re broken from the landing of your fall
I know somewhere inside you are still optimistic
Because you know our painful thoughts are all wrong

So who the fuck said, “Happy endings aren’t realistic”?
And why did we believe it for so long?
Look how far we’ve come for once, but now look forward
Because it’s time we prove those motherfuckers wrong

Let’s get some serotonin for once
‘Cause I’m sick of being in the dark
This isn’t what I want
So let me steer my story arc
Serotonin right now
It’s time I smile for a change
And let go of all of this pain
Let’s put me back in charge
And get some serotonin for once

Let’s get some serotonin
‘Cause I’m sick of being in the dark
This isn’t what I want
So let me steer my story arc
Serotonin right now
It’s time I smile for a change
And let go of all of this pain
Let’s put me back in charge
And get some serotonin for once

I met someone who chose to live and they’re still living
They kind of reminded me of you