Walking through hell

Chorus:
It's like I'm stuck in a bad dream, I'm walking through hell
There's no way you can save me, I'm locked in my cell
Why can't I heal? It's like the time froze
And I don't know what's real
Stop trying, I've always been closed
I know you won't miss me
You won't cry, even if you lose me
I see myself how you saw me - not enough
I can't act like I don't care, I can't act like I'm tough
Kill me, numb the pain
Don't need a reason, just need someone to explain
Why no one understands my pain

Verse 1:
I've been stuck in my head, talking to myself
Thinking "what's my worth?"
Said it many times, I wanna diе, dig me in the dirt
Can't find the truth in liеs that you serve
Don't you dare cry when I'm gone since you never cared about me
Questioning everyday if anyone ever loved me
I'm tired of that bullshit, it's getting really ugly
I love you so much, why don't you love me back?
Blaming me for shit I didn't do, that's a fact
I like how you be telling everyone you cared about me
When you don't give no fucks about me
Why can't they see what I see?

Chorus:
It's like I'm stuck in a bad dream, I'm walking through hell
There's no way you can save me, I'm locked in my cell
Why can't I heal? It's like the time froze
And I don't know what's real
Stop trying, I've always been closed
I know you won't miss me
You won't cry, even if you lose me
I see myself how you saw me - not enough
I can't act like I don't care, I can't act like I'm tough
Kill me, numb the pain
Don't need a reason just need someone to explain
Why no one understands my pain

Verse 2:
It only takes a fake smile to fool someone, I'm fine
Don't know if you noticed but every night I'm cryin
I know I was so dumb, don't remind me
But fuck you bitch and fuck all your lying
It is what it is, but it won't ever end
Don't come up to me and hug me, I'm not your friend
Protecting myself from you, from getting hurt
Always thinking I can die and go with her
I don't talk to anyone, no, I'm not looking for attention
Don't know why you saying, saying things I didn't mention
Making lies just to cause some damn tension
Telling you how I feel and I hope you really get it

Bridge:
I miss the old me
Tryna find myself, where the fuck I go?
How'd I get into all this bullshit?
Why is it so slow?
I can't keep fighting for this, for something I can't have
And I don't know why but I tone on the bad

Chorus:
It's like I'm stuck in a bad dream
I'm walking through hell
There's no way you can save me
I'm locked in my cell
Why can't I heal? It's like the time froze
And I don't know what's real
Stop trying, I've always been closed
I know you won't miss me
You won't cry, even if you lose me
I see myself how you saw me, not enough
I can't act like I don't care, I can't act like I'm tough
Kill me, numb the pain
Don't need a reason, just need someone to explain
Why no one understands my pain

Outro:
I'm trapped in a room with no way out
There's air but im not breathing
Suffocating, bleeding out
Tears keep coming, can't stop 'em
I will give up soon