True Pain

Verse 1: Red Tears
It seems like I try too hard to be fucking perfect
No matter how caring I am, it's never fucking working
I say I will but I don’t get out my head
It feels like it's getting out of me instead
And everything I say, no one stays the same
Say, why am I even here in the first place?
And I can't control myself
It feels like I’m in hell and everything I say, fades away

Chorus: ChadJr
I'm trying hard to keep it together
My emotions change just like the weather
One day raining, and most don't shine
All this pain is wrapped up in my mind

Verse 2: ChadJr
Does anybody listen when I speak
Do they care if ever i'm weak
Hard to hold back these tears
After all the pain in the past years
Tell me how I can fucking cope
Can't just use water and soap
It's never just that easy
Wishing these demons will free me
Tryna change but I really can't
All this bullshit making me rant
Screaming and shouting
This happiness i'm doubting
God help me find some peace
In tears praying on my knees

Chorus: ChadJr
I’m trying hard to keep it together
My emotions change just like the weather
One day raining, and most don’t shine
All this pain is wrapped up in my mind

Bridge: Red Tears
I'm tired of being second to everyone who says they care
Opened up my mind, now I’m fucking scared
I like being alone, no one can hurt me
Next thing I know, I'm hanging from the tree

Chorus: ChadJr
I'm trying hard to keep it together
My emotions change just like the weather
One day raining, and most don't shine
All this pain is wrapped up in my mind