Empty and broken

Intro:
I'm in a hole and I can't get out
Cut out these thoughts, they're so loud
Good at overthinking with myself
I don't control my health

Verse:
Thinking bout all the times I had hurt you
Thinking bout how sorry I am if I really had hurt you
Thinking bout the times when I struggled
Thinking bout the times when no one cared, but you do
Cut myself, hang myself, its all I want
Saying I'm happy when this is just the start
I'm just saying I want a piece of your art
I'm empty and broken deep down inside
It'll get harder to hide everytime I lie
I shouldn't regret anything cuz I wanted it once
Have you had enough? My habits making me dumb
It's not my goal to change the world
And I'm not such an innocent girl
Matter of fact, I'm not even a person
To me I'm just someone who deserves this
I've been in all the wrong directions and I can't turn back
Fuck my thoughts, they just turn black
There is no next time, no second chance, no life
Don't know bout you, but I won't make it out alive
People tell me I can do it later, but to them, it's now or never
You say I don't deserve this, but why does it rain over me
I wanna close the door and throw away the key
I look in the mirror and I see me, seeing me makes me wanna leave
Keep writing lyrics to help me calm down
Looking around and I don't see you around
Only speak to someone when you see something good in them
Which means don't talk to me because, bitch, I ain't no gem

Outro:
The only way for me to see myself is to know myself
It sucks to be empty and broken
Especially when nobody can notice