Undeserved Amazement

Feel the darkness that's inside of me
Whenever I walk down the street
From the hate that's dripping off of me from my head to my feet
Tell these people Please don't talk to me cause I just want to breathe
Realize just how much I regret the second that I leave Now I'm full of misery
Fucking seconds after these
Fucking message delete I think that I just need some sleep
And drift away towards my dreams
Cause it's the only thing that seems
That's even trying to Relieve
So get the fuck up off of me with
Pressure

Cannot measure just the way that I feel
Used to grow up full of hate because I didn't have meals
Now there's too much on my plate
None of this shit seems real
And the scars that still exist
It's not my fault They can't heal
Uh
X2

You date the fucking anti Christ and then you getting pissed at me
The fact that you ignoring the blatant issue of history
That fact that you ignore and can't bare to ever listen to me
This fucking girl that's boring and hates on every Symphony like
Find the one girl that will bash me
And take it
So every time now I head home I'm
Heavily sedated
So every time now I can't grow
Cause this world is so basic
And I don't know why I'm alone
And I can't feel amazing uh