Bittersweet

Make me questioning my music you people have got a grip on me
I try to make you feeling something inside but you literally
Keep tearing at my heart
With relentless fucking agility
I try to show you the reasons I'm lacking
Fucking Sympathy but

You don't wanna fucking listen to that
I'm on my grind just writing music while you sit and relax And while I'm screaming fuck you humans All you bitches is whack
And Don't confuse me for a dude who's
Using auto tune trash

Imma fucking shine bright
In this bitter sweet life
Imma be a better person Imma shine in these lights Imma make you feel uncertain with every word I recite but that feeling is just Perfect I'm making you feel alive

And just stop wasting all your time
And that's Coming from a hypocrite who doesn't have a spine
And that's coming from a bitch who is just
Desperate to find
Just a reason Just to stop and not
Rip out my fucking eyes I'm

Just tryna live and all I hear is lots of whispering
These people talking shit
You think I'm deaf but I stay listening
You think I'm losing breath but on the contrary im whistling
I stay writing some music till my fingers fucking blistering I'm

Claiming I'm bitter but like that's only the half of It
The things that I still see that all this
Music isn't
Capturing
And all that you
Believe
Is merely something you're
Imagining So why can't you just see
That All you need
Is some compassion man I'm
Im Getting shaky
I'm getting worried and
I need a Change of pace
But you don't think that there's a need
Can you get the fuck out my face
Cuz I just need to Concentrate
Got more music that's on the way
One more reason to contemplate
That I won't make myself something big

Why are you people around me why are you still
Standing next to me
When I know for a fact that You not
Grasping my complexity
When I know that you're asking for too much and I feel empty when you pouring some more liquor in your cup just to de-stress me when I'm

Feeling so numb and extra bitter in this life
I try to inhale all these fumes to try to make me feel alright but you don't know what I've been through and you don't know what's in my mind And only if you fucking knew then you would probably wanna die too

Undercouraged and hated
Buzzing off and I'm faded
Shooting off and not aiming
Soon enough now I'll make it
Close enough just to taste it
How this bitch is so Basic
Harder now just to
Face it
All that money you making
Don't mean shit
But I'll take it
Why is the thing that you chasing
I been fast but this bitch is racing
Uh

And why the fuck do you do all these things
It makes it hard for me to be in love with you I'm Screaming out I'm Stuck with you
I'm sweating in this fucking room i'm on my grind just writing tracks to try and change this fucking mood I'm

I'm Switching Tones while you keep switching round your vision up
You feeling so alone cause you give up when things are getting tough
You don't wanna go home
It seems your parents couldn't give a fuck
So now you're on your own
Feeling so bitter
You don't live enough